aspirations: my heart is broken once again

aspirations: my heart is broken once again: "hi.. m noopur ..live in east delhi...no posh place..just ur regular park-less mohalla..i graduated from hansraj college in 2008 n went strai..."

my heart is broken once again

hi.. m noopur ..live in east delhi...no posh place..just ur regular park-less mohalla..i graduated from hansraj college in 2008 n went straight for preparing civil services( yes, no less..bada haath mara)..cleared prelims but failed mains...didnt lose hope n tried again...pre cleared...admirable right..but jus yesterday i came to know i,v failed mains again...my heart is bleeding..really...m smiling outwards, so dat my parents feel ok , but m so so sad inside..its really hard..for past 3 years i have had pretty much no life...yet for dat hope,, i m working so hard..i dont kno whether i'l give the exam again..jus dont have the energy....i dont knoe y m writing a blog about my feelings...but its definitely helping n easing the pain inside